but I refuse to cry on my birthday.
Younger son's birthday was Weds and today it is mine.
The day inbetween (yesterday) was a downer.
Lots of small things contributed to the down mood.
One in particular is the disappointment in our older son and his disinterest in his family.
However, I have much to be thankful for because my husband and younger son would go to Hell and back to make me happy, as I would do for all three.
I gave up on getting any reciprocal support from our older son long ago but still slide every now and then.
Anywho, I stopped myself from sinking down the rabbit's hole of depression after a short pity party.
I never know from day-to-day how I will physically feel.
One thing I have learned is that exercising to music is my magic bullet.
If something hurts, I modify but keep MUving.
Using pain or a lack of energy as an excuse has never stopped me.
More often than not, I usually feel much better afterwards.
Ended my birthday on a high after deciding to purchase a year of the BollyX Premium membership after a sweet friend sent me BollyX gift cards. These moves and music just make me smile.
Younger son's birthday was Weds and today it is mine.
The day inbetween (yesterday) was a downer.
Lots of small things contributed to the down mood.
One in particular is the disappointment in our older son and his disinterest in his family.
However, I have much to be thankful for because my husband and younger son would go to Hell and back to make me happy, as I would do for all three.
I gave up on getting any reciprocal support from our older son long ago but still slide every now and then.
Anywho, I stopped myself from sinking down the rabbit's hole of depression after a short pity party.
I never know from day-to-day how I will physically feel.
One thing I have learned is that exercising to music is my magic bullet.
If something hurts, I modify but keep MUving.
Using pain or a lack of energy as an excuse has never stopped me.
More often than not, I usually feel much better afterwards.
Ended my birthday on a high after deciding to purchase a year of the BollyX Premium membership after a sweet friend sent me BollyX gift cards. These moves and music just make me smile.
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